Clean boxers every day, AndrewP. Sick of being on edge, but I guess that's why it's a fight.
I can't believe what a fricken fight it is every day. I can't believe the animal instinct I have for her. Is it just an illusion? Once I move on, I'll forget? I know I will. Just doesn't feel true at this point. Just rip off that bandaid. Except the bandaid feels like it'll rip the heart out at the same time. Maybe easier once I'm not bathed in her pheromones every day. Maybe there's a way to just turn off my male brain. Thus why I like the night, to just fall asleep and be free.
Me: 50, MLC/WW 45 Young kids Nov 2015: BD1 Apr 2016: BD2 Jan 2017: W filed Feb 2017: D final