Where am I now

[twinmom]

Mia, you need to really try hard to find positives in your life. Being angry is understandable but not useful, and it's really not a competition.

Have you thought about any activities for you to meet new friends? (Male & female, not dating just friends)
You don't seem to like my advice and that's okay but please understand I totally get your anger. I have been there! I have gone through labor with my H next to me KNOWING he is just there for the baby. KNOWING he is living and in LOVE with another woman. Now that's some anger to deal with.

I was stubborn and didn't want to take some advice from vets but they were right, I eventually saw how right they were. I needed to get my mind off of him and OW. I needed to take pleasure in my own accomplishments not his shortcomings.

I needed to stop keeping score. Because right now is when all those nasty thoughts are coming back to haunt me. I'm still learning to let them go, and my H is struggling to learn how to deal with me as I try and let go of the hurt.

Use this time wisely to heal and make yourself a better person. We all have room for improvement.