While I understand where both Drew and Mach are coming from.
Enjoy the moments until you cannot.
I believe that this is an chance for her to see the new side of you to spend time together so see can see possibly even believe in her mind that you aren't the guy see has re-written in her mind at least for awhile.
Until you cannot do it any longer.
The texts, yes a bit disrespectful, but I will say the monster in your head of what they are actually about is usually a much bigger monster in your head than the reality of the situation. And even if the monster is a big one...do you need to see it? Since you cannot kill it right now?
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK