I'm not too sure to be honest, I think he just had urges and I was there. I've tried to not look into this too much. It doesn't change anything, he's still wayward and doesn't want me as his wife.

Sorry you are still feeling a bit sad, but don't be too hard on yourself, you know that you can do this. It's just a process and you're feeling a tad down. Totally normal so go easy on yourself. No big kicks, yes?

Didn't love you because you're too small? They really can pull out any excuse at times!


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16