Learning, growing and believing....

[mleigh4]

Irish, big hugs back. You are the amazing parent here. What you have done, to provide your daughters with a secure, stable, loving home is truly admirable. Your compliments mean a lot to me

Bright, so good to hear from you. I agree, your H hold onto that tie with you too. So many times, I sense my H feels and wants more, but isn't ready and doesn't know how to go about just saying that (like Lou's H did) Instead, I get the typical speech.

For instance, today S and I went to his place to clean out the RV to get it ready to sell. He offered me a glass of my favorite wine. I asked, why do you have that, you don't even drink wine? He stumbled around, said he has had it forever.....huh?? Why does my H have my favorite wine on hand? I declined by the way, I hate being at his place. I packed up stuff and left. I also declined another invite out to dinner, just not feeling it.....

So Bright, I guess it's best we continue on our way. I feel that's best for me. If they catch up, then we decide then if we could ever be more than the friends we are. For me, for all H and I have shared, I see us always being friends and in each other's lives. It's hard for me to see any more than that.

Job, q