And within an hour of me posting W calls to talk to the boys. Well the boys are busy playing and running around so all she got was an I love you and miss you.

So she proceeds to chat with me. It was mostly about the boys and her changes in her life now. I was friendly and listened. And ended the convo on my terms, not before she asked if it would be ok to come here to visit the boys tho.

She mentioned she was good to ask if I was busy today because she was considering it and asked if I am busy in the evening this week. I said I would have to look at what I have going on, I can't think of anything right now but I would get back to her about it.

So. It's all just words, it's hard not to have expectations. I am going to keep working on not expecting anything out of my control.

I had to post because it never ceases to amaze me how things like this pop up so close to forgetting about the issues that brought me here to post this am

The person that you will spend the most time with in your life is yourself, so make yourself as interesting as possible.