Hi grl, glad to hear from you. I hope you are okay. Yep legal and financial business is taken care of. Blu gave some great advise and some great pointers, just trying to take good care of me and my little ones.
CT1118 thank you the respect means a lot. And here's me at times thinking I'm not doing as well as I could be doing. It's a work in progress and I've found myself getting stronger over the past few weeks. I guess I'll still be in this fight to a certain level until I feel I can throw the towel in. In the meantime, I've just got to let him go and make these decisions, and then maybe he will see he's a fool to have thrown everything away. Or maybe he won't. But I've got to prepare myself to carry on with things either way.
Going to GAL and see family today. Just got to wait til the vomitting calms to a level so I can drive without pulling over, not pleasant! S loves to visit family and have people running round and playing with him- not to mention, I can take a breather while everyone else is busy with him.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
the respect means a lot. And here's me at times thinking I'm not doing as well as I could be doing. It's a work in progress and I've found myself getting stronger over the past few weeks. I guess I'll still be in this fight to a certain level until I feel I can throw the towel in. In the meantime, I've just got to let him go and make these decisions, and then maybe he will see he's a fool to have thrown everything away. Or maybe he won't. But I've got to prepare myself to carry on with things either way. 
