Hello Miss Cherry! I think that this should be your safe space to vent as you please. The rest of us should be a bit more circumspect, probably, as he is still your spouse, not ours, but you should be able to say whatever you want here.
I am sorry that you had to go to the hospital alone again, but very glad that it turned out well. Lean on everyone around you right now. I hope that you have someone who can go with you if there are any further trips to the hospital.
I liked hearing that out were out and about doing some GAL activities, despite the continued morning sickness. You are one resilient woman. Simple nausea can have me curled up in a corner, never mind the kind that lasts and lasts!
((((((((((Cherry and baby and son))))))))))
H: 44, Me: 45 Married: 20 y Together: 25 y no kids Walk away: 12/15 Asked for temp separation 12/25/15 PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had) H filed for D 5/16