Had to have a late night trip to the hosp last night, I had some bleeding so panicked. After hours in there alone and bored, all was well- heard a very active heartbeat from baby, and everything with me looked fine. They just chalked it to "one of those things" maybe too much walking/heavy lifting. I only thought it would be right to tell wh how it went as it was to do with baby, no response. But I didn't think there would be.
Off to do some GAL-ing today. Again, wh told me that he wanted to spend time with S. I said okay, well I'm gonna be going out so that's fine you can take care of him while I'm gone. Today, after his night out, I don't know when he even got home (at my 5am bladder wake up call he wasn't home) he just got up and out, I said I thought you were looking after S, he said he had plans. I'm glad s is too young to understand. I fear he's fm going to be one of those kids waiting at the door for their dad to pick them up, and he never comes. I can't let him disappoint him like that. I shall just take him out with me, no biggy. Bit sad someone can pass up a chance to spend time with their child, but guess he can't manage that right now.
Me 26 H 25 M 4 T 5 Baby born 4/14 BD: 1/15 EA: 2/15 PA: 4/15 reconciling: 4/15 ILYBINILWY- 11/15 ILY-1/16 ILYBNILWY 4/16 ILY 6/16 ILYBINILWY 6/16 Baby due 3/17 BD 8/16
