Well survived my first week back at work but yesterday was difficult. I mentioned that h has moved again. This weekend he has the kids and I dropped the kids off at his new place so I knew where they were.
Traffic and everything meant he was still about 40 minutes away , not that much nearer. But it upset me so much once I'd dropped them and cried all the way home in the car. I could see through the window into the living room and pics of ow daughter all up on the wall.
When my eldest son hugged me I had to say I was sorry for this.
It's upset me that my kids have to be dragged up and down the motorway every other weekend because h has done this. And again it made me cry because all I could think is ' is this what is making you happy' ...I'm beginning to hate him.
