Learning, growing and believing....

[mleigh4]

Hi Job. I am slowly learning that with H, when things turn south on text, it's better to just talk live. Things get very twisted with him.

The RV is the only asset we are dealing with, I haven't brought up any others. We have talked about selling it for a while since it hasn't been used for over a year. I still feel that this is his "breakup", any further steps are his to do, unless I have a reason to.

His contact is pretty much daily. His last, just now, was to let me know he bought an essential oil diffuser, since I rave about mine. I am floored, he always makes fun of this kind of stuff.

I have come to realize he can't let go of me, but he doesn't want me either. It's so twisted. Now, this is mind reading, but I also sense he envies my happiness. I think he sees it is real, and may be what draws him? IDK, just a thought.

People think our situation is so strange, especially how friendly we are, being in the current situation, but they all agree, whatever works, it's better than the ugliness it can be, and that is mainly for S.

Wishing you all a great weekend. Yay! It's Friday!!