I'm ready for the weekend to begin. Just asked my S6 if he wanted to get a haircut tomorrow and he said yes. I told him I would take him because I wanted mine done too. My wife was shocked that I was going to get a haircut because I have always cut my own really short, but my hair has grown out and I figured lets try a different look for the new me. I didn't tell her that was the reason, but I figure a new look might make me feel better. I asked her why she was so surprised and she made a comment about all the changes I have been making. I didn't say anything, but I felt good inside because at least she acknowledged that she notices. I know it might not make a difference but it is nice to know that the work I have been putting in is at least noticed.
I also thought some more about my wife and the EA #2 that is probably happening. I'm not really mad that this is going on, but it makes me sad for her. I feel sad because she is so desperate for attention and affection that she is now in an EA with a guy that just a month ago she despised. I can feel like something is going on because when she got home the last 2 nights I get the same vibes I was getting from her when she was starting EA #1. I can feel she is hiding something and she seemed stressed right now. Like maybe she is feeling guilty. I was outside playing with the boys when she got home and she came outside but I could sense the stress and tension in her as soon as she walked out. Don't worry I don't have any plans to say anything.
M39, W36 T12, M10 S6,S2 Discovered EA 8/8 that started 7/31
