I also am glad to hear from you. I'm glad you're making strides, however I am really worried about you still battling with depression. I mean, you're struggling to go out and do what you used to enjoy. In a way, I get a feeling that the community here and you reaching out is a way of trying to have a connection with people.
Even the way you described your W is worrisome. You really shouldn't even notice that type of thing the way that you have been.
Put it this way...do you think your sons would want you to be like that?
The photography is great. I'm a photographer myself so I get where you're coming from. When was the last time you got a physical exam? How's your health? I know before you were seeing a iC for yourself. Have you stopped?
Just concerned about you my friend.
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Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.