It appears that your anger is coming and going, just like it should...
Yeah anger, and guilt. I guess guilt and regret is just taking the anger out on myself. I was doing such a good job of distracting myself from all the regretful thoughts of the past. I think sometimes you just have to let yourself feel your emotions, holding them in can be too much sometimes.
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You don't know what is going to happen down the road, so maybe don't worry about it so much...
Let life happen around you, feel everything going on..
Make some plans, change things up a bit, and just see what happens.
Who knows, maybe your next, great relationship will be with your spouse..
Thanks, yeah that's a good point. I really want to put this all behind me and be happy again somehow, even if it's really over between us. It would even be great to just feel happiness again being alone.
Me-45, W-37, T-10 yrs, M-9 yrs D -7 yrs, S-5 yrs BD-5/3/16, D filed 6/8/16
