I'm just hanging in there I guess. I stayed up late the other night doing a project for work, and I crashed yesterday, fell asleep early.
The other day was also my daughters birthday, I talked to her on the phone and really missed her. I can't believe I'm not there on her birthday, it was like she was in another country or something, and I couldn't be with her. On top of that, I know it's hard for her because she just moved with her mom to a new house, and started a new school all in the space of a few days. I still can't believe my wife is putting my children through this, I'm still working through my resentment about this.
So I've been working a lot. I'm supposed to get the kids for the weekend. We have some belated birthday activities planned for them. I'm going to try to be cheerful for their sake. And I think I'm supposed to move back into our old house once my wife is fully moved out next week. I don't even want to move back into our house because that will just fill me with sadness, going back to an empty house with my wife and children gone. I'm going to have to though, because we have to prepare the house for sale.
I'm doin pretty good Q...
Sunshine, warm weather, last trickling days of Summer happening...
Thank you for asking....
And I am glad that you are doing better too
It appears that your anger is coming and going, just like it should...
But you know what ?
None of that crap killed you, it only made YOU stronger than before.
You will know the pain, and that will drive you better down the road.
And also...
You don't know what is going to happen down the road, so maybe don't worry about it so much...
Let life happen around you, feel everything going on..
Make some plans, change things up a bit, and just see what happens.
Who knows, maybe your next, great relationship will be with your spouse..
