Taking my first sip of the water

[ATPeace]

Ok Sandi, Sotto Ginger and SH

I can see you have my back and you know what I feel stronger

Last night had Chinese with my three elder children and my daughters boyfriend and it was really nice. Earlier that night I had helped my daughter polish her car she has only just passed her test so it is her pride and joy...I believe things are so much better between my daughter and myself from a year ago when she could hardly talk to me or be nice to me so if things can change then things can change

Today I have my IC session and I plan to make this about me and my spireliing thoughts and how I can deal with my fears

It meanrs a lot to me to have you as my support and today I fill that glass

Guys I do need to change I have a lot of changes that I need to make to heels ....for myself

I am a good man and I have beeten myself up for way too long I have so many things to be happy for
I have my children ju
I have my health
I have my Porsche.....I know .......it just a car ....but it's Mine !!!! I love her shape I love her looks
I live in a lovely part of town
I am me

I will let you know how I get on today at ICh