I love you, but I'm not in love with you.

[Altair]

Hi Hej,
sorry you are here. For me, all of those reasons, all of those things you did wrong, etc.-- it's all a reinvention of history. That's what people who feel guilty do-- blame you for all that you did wrong. My advice to you is not to argue about those re-invented history points! I would think these untrue points are bothering you, but they aren't the problem.