Cherry. H is filing and leaving. Working on me

[Cherry]

I don't doubt for even a second that he won't proceed with all of this, he's made that all quite clear that this is what he wants. On the subject of self absorbed and selfish, I really don't think he sees a problem in the way he behaves, his spews reflect that he has some self pity "you make it seem like I'm heartless" that kinda thing, I just don't think it registers to him that the way he is behaving is kinda heartless and selfish.

About side of the bed, I kinda spread out in the middle like a pregnant starfish! But it does feel lonely in there at times. I think I avoid lying on my side on purpose, I think I'd wake expecting him to be there more if I was on my side. Today is a new day, and I know I need to pick myself up and carry on.

The seperated box on forms is something I didn't realise existed. I don't even know what my title is anymore- do I have to go back to miss or ms. I don't think I want to be a ms .