Feel so hopeless!! I suspect he's suicidal but he says he's fine. My gut and his stonewalling and mood are too much like his last serious attempt that sent him to hospital. He's shutting me out which I was used too until the mood and his depression worsened and it now doesn't feel like WH but someone whose given up.


Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again