Me and my 2 daughters

[Irish M]

Well like many here have said this...I'll say it too.

Never thought I'd be here this long.

In the beginning I thought my situation was different and she'd snap out of it and come back to me and the girls in a few days,days turned to weeks, then weeks turned to months, the months brought me past the year mark.

It shows you that this is a long process. XW is still very much in the la la land of make believe, magic ponies, candies, balloons and a loser clown we'll call OM.
Lol , I had to throw that in there.

My last thread a New Day was my awakening to continued my life and become more of who I wanted it to be. Live life to the fullest and make it a happy one for me and my girls.

This thread I decided to call it "Me and my daughters" because that's what we are. This family bond has never been stronger.

I just left home for a work trip to Vegas. My girls are with my parents to sleep and will be with my brothers after school as well. So I am very comfortable leaving them alone, they are in great hands. I just landed and I miss them. I will only be 3 days from them and I can't imagine not seeing them for over a year.

On the flight I did think of XW not because we travelled a lot together but because there was a woman sitting in front of me. Looked like her. Not the old her but the new and improved one right ! Lol. Clearly not stable. Had that going to Vegas baby to make it big, I'm a star type look in her eyes.

She was with the dirtiest looking guy, missing teeth, tattoos of a Hang man on one arm and a zombie baby on the other. They clearly had a power trip because they were acting like they owned the plane. No thank you's, curtesy or respect to anyone.

I was thinking thank god I am not with the woman I call XW. It made me happy. Relieved actually. If I was with my XW on their plane and she acted like this twin of hers, I would of pushed her out of the plane. Parachute of course, over water lol.

I am at an amazing place and it is only getting better.

Hugs

Irish