I really feel like I should be more upset about the situation right now but I feel free and at peace. I'm now starting to think that this relationship was super messed up and I never admitted it to myself. Can anybody help me out with these feelings? Is this normal am I going to end up in a fetal position in a month or two is this part of the grieving process I'm just not sure what to think right now since I'm really not that upset and I feel like just hanging out with my well behaved kids and enjoying my nice clean house is something I haven't had the chance to do much of since she's been so angry for so long.
