Bad night. I'm just pretty down. The tears are back and I hate that.
my ex sip has been watching my D for the past few days and we talk when I pick up and drop off. My D is a super picky eater and she called my ex to ask if she would eat French toast sticks and a hashbrown. His answer " I dunno". Really? You don't know the only potato your daughter will put anywhere near her mouth?!? Sounds incredibly petty, I know. But really, he doesn't know her. Tomorrow is her first day of 4th grade. You would think he would call her? Nah.
Her and I had a whole conversation about moving. She all of a sudden wanted to move to Tampa ( she loved it there when we went on vacation in February) the saddest thing was not seeing my her BFF or my BFF. Her dad didn't even cross her mind.
He is so miles away mentally. I know I have it a lot better than others. But it's sad.
And I won't get started on my emotional fit I'm having in my head about ex NG. It's crazy unhealthy, but it's there.
I just remember how great, hopeful and excited I was feeling this time last year. Now, not so much.
