Haha surfer you are getting to know me so well smile

That's what I thought, but I didn't want to raise any false hopes on my side. But he certainly did not seem like someone confident in his decision. His never say never comment has not come up since the first time he did this and then returned, and then I made life too easy and we jumped in like we were in the honeymoon phase and then I find myself here. I'd like to think that I didn't do anything to acknowledge his temp check.

But you're right, it doesn't really change anything. There's no actions, he's still set on his plan. Like you say, if the real him returns then we can talk. But right now, he's acting on his emotions, he's doing as he pleases.

I need to stay strong and keep moving forward. I will not approach him, not that I have so far. And I do not want another day of tears, I have had today to mourn and shed tears. Now I just need to carry on moving forward.


Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16