I listened to it. That's why I told you about 'better do better'. Go offensive. Forget defensive. No point in saying look at me shine. He can't see you - yet. Don't hang around waiting. GAL! Detach. Be the best version of you. You are clearly working on this. Just focus on that only now. Be the best version of you. He will see it. If he chooses to come back - HE 'better do better', because by then you will have!
Keep going you are getting it. Baby steps. Be kind to yourself, as you are to others. Stop overthinking, mind reading and future forecasting. It NEVER works. I don't know anyone that can accurately predict lottery numbers - do you? Can you? No. Then stop that. FOCUS on you. Remember that kind happy you. Find her she's a sassy Lass and great company. For you and others.....find her.
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