Shining! I don't come here often, but it is so good to catch an update.
I think a lot of us suffer from PTSD - moving was also the best thing I could have done. Got me out of thinking what I had lost.
Oddly enough I might move back to in a year or two, but I have been here six years and loved it. When and if I move again it will be in a very different mental state.
Letting go of what we thought was a great life is hard. You deserve to be happy
