Gump, you are right the pain is unbearable. I think what hurts the most is that he hasnt even wanted to give our marriage a chance. That's what I find the hardest to accept...

I was so sorry to hear about your Dad and brother, you had a lot to deal with in such a short space of time, that's tough. I agree there is no shame in crying but it's exhausting crying every day and at the drop of a hat I just need to be able to control it better!


Me - 47
H - 45
D-16
M - 6 years
Separated - May 16

Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')