Gump, you are right the pain is unbearable. I think what hurts the most is that he hasnt even wanted to give our marriage a chance. That's what I find the hardest to accept...
I was so sorry to hear about your Dad and brother, you had a lot to deal with in such a short space of time, that's tough. I agree there is no shame in crying but it's exhausting crying every day and at the drop of a hat I just need to be able to control it better!
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')