Altair, I am so sorry it seems that your H is pulling away again. I gain I remember the last time you spoke he was going to have a session with his therapist and find out if he should continue to see you (!) has that happened?
I am finding that I am focusing too much on when I will hear or see H the next time. SH is right I feel paralysed in time.
Have you had anymore sessions with the DB coach?
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')