Hanging in there right now. I've been really busy this morning/afternoon so that has helped. Was feeling a little down last night and earlier today. I was getting depressed thinking about how long this process could take and if I could even do it. Then of course I started thinking of how long this could take and it could be all for nothing as far as my marriage. Then I started to think that if we don't get back together I am still going to have to see her nearly every week because of the children.
I know I need to work on myself, but it does make it hard when the W is at home in the evening and the morning. When I saw her this morning she was looking really attractive. I have noticed she is wearing sexier clothes to work than what she used to and she is doing her hair and makeup differently. I guess it got me down because I started thinking she was doing this for the attention of other men.
M39, W36 T12, M10 S6,S2 Discovered EA 8/8 that started 7/31
