I hear you. It gets tiring. I keep my son 90% of the time, and so many days I inadvertently take a power nap at the same time he falls asleep. I love it, but being on from 6AM to around 9PM with no help for 6 days is tough. I don't have much time or energy to go out, but I do make time to cook a new recipe weekly.
You're doing well. Let her do the lifting, it's no your cross to bear!
Me: 35 W: 32 S: 4 T: 6 M: 4 Physical Separation official: 5/21 Currently: DR/DBing, Focusing on me and son
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