We all get to feel like how your feeling. It does go away. Just feel it acknowledge the way your feeling and let it go.
Yes doe the things you love, the stuff that is easy to do. That is a good place to start you moving.
As for the work to D, let W do it, ignore if that is what is best for you and your kids. When the airplane is having trouble you put your oxygen mask on first so you can be there for those kids.
When she does get angry tell her you are doing what is best for you and your kids right now, what she wants is not a priority for you right now.
I think you are doing good. The down days come with the good days and by doing things you want to do you will have more good days.
Me late 30's W mid 30's T 15, M 10 S4, S7 ILYBNILWY June 2015 In house S July 2015 W rings off Oct 2015 My ring off Feb 2015 Separate houses June 2016
