Wow - so much great support there for you. Now, how are you? Are you moving through that treacle like fog of despair? You need to think about trying to slowly exit it if you are. It takes time doesn't it, like getting out of quick sand...
What are you focusing on to help? Exercise, coffee or drinks with friends, reading, talking DB'ing...?
I am definitely going to read all these posts soon (bit busy this morning). I know you are finding it hard to post, but it helps. Keep trying, we will all help you to exit this phase but we need to know where you are - and as you know, there are no mind readers here.
Surfer.
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