its been awhile since my last post. Things are still in kind of a limbo state but nothing has gotten worse. The W and haven't really talked in a long time. I have had a few set backs in my personal life but I just keep getting back up and starting over.
I took my 2 sons to visit my father and mother this past weekend and had a great time. My brother has taken a job in town and is now living with me. he is helping me get my house ready to sell.
As far as the W, im not sure how I feel anymore. I don't think I could ever trust her again with my emotions. So much has happened and ive been through so much pain that I don't really feel like I could trust anyone fully again. I am just trying to be happy with myself and continue to be a better dad. I am staying focused at work and doing pretty well. I am dreading the holidays. I keep trying not to focus on the future too much but the holidays are right around the corner. Im sure it will not be fun.
Anyway, I just wanted to chick in. IM STILL ALIVE.
It is part of the process. One day at a time. Pick hourself up when you make a mistake.
You are on a good path for now.
Good to hear from you tk
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
