Ciluzen your post on my thread. It was not rumbling at all, I actually found it really insightful.
I also replay certain comments in my head, usually as a way to better understand what H is going through. It is hard at times to grasp the differences on his mentality, but like you, Infind working through the comments useful.
I'm flying back home today, so not much time for a lengthy reply, I just wanted to say thank you for your post, it really helped. Amazingly I have not contacted H at all in almost a month. And this month has been the one that helped me discover my own issues the most.
"There's nothing sadder than a conman conning himself"
“There is freedom waiting for you, On the breezes of the sky, And you ask "What if I fall?" Oh but my darling, What if you fly?”