Trying to detach - part deux

[Altair]

Coly,
As time goes on my H is pulling away. 4 days now, no "hello are you ok" text. I'm not initiating, because the last hello was from me. So yeah, big ups and downs for me, desperately trying to keep busy. I'll feel crushed inside and cry (like you) and then I'll have thoughts like, well, if he doesn't contact me or come back or want to see me, what can I do, I can't force anything. He wanted space, he wanted time, didn't want to feel trapped into setting a time. So yeah, here I am.