Cherry. H is filing and leaving. Working on me

[Cherry]

Well I got through that day. Hearing these rumours and being told things by "well meaners" was not really easy. But again, I surrounded myself with friends, and kept my head up. My stance is that I be very wary who I talk to, I know one of the db-ing rules is not to tell too many people, and I get that. You never quite know who you can trust, and it just complicates matters; and to be honest- this is HIS mess. Not mine, if people have things to say, they may go and question him.

Spent the evening having a pamper- I swear I must have the most cleansed face in the world! But it keeps me busy for a while, I even filed some paper work, found that I had a lot more in a pension fund that I had anticipated. Found a form to submit that if I die in service, who would get my 3 X annual salary paid to them, the default is that it would go to wh. While getting things in order, I'm thinking I may well change this to S c/o my M.

I have made my room into quite the peaceful sanctuary, very cosy, warm dull lighting and candles. Though there is still a picture or two of me and wh, and then there's the m bed in there, that doesn't make me comfortable. Another busy day planned in tomorrow, will dress sharp and keep my chin up.