Trying to detach - part deux

[Cherry]

I guess it comes down to what blu said, we need to stop trying to think what they are thinking. I'm getting quite good at blocking him out. I just get hurt at the fact that he treats me like I am invisible. Like the last 5 years never existed, like I'm not the mother of his child, or that I'm even carrying his other child!

Yeah I've had a few bad dreams where it's been bd all over again, or I see him and ow. All similar kind of dream, and all painful as hell. I've never woke up crying before. That was a new one!

The nails sounds like a perfect solution, I get a lovely shellac done- lovely colour and polish that stays put for a week or two. It may be a little vain, but I like to keep on top of these things. And yes, the free desert was certainly a boost I don't think he saw the baby bump concealed under a floaty top!

Yeah having a very young child can be quite a blessing as they are completely dependent upon you. It can be exhausting when you just want to do nothing. But I guess they force you up and out or doing something fun with them. And I imagine when the new baby comes around, I will be completely busy 24/7! I love that newborn stage, when they are so tiny and need you for absolutely everything. Such a lovely age.

Yeah sometimes seeing that people got a d can be hard, and sometimes they just disappear. In the latter case, I like to think that they reconciled and they were just far too busy to come back.

This is definitely a marathon not a sprint. It takes times and we will go through a lot, but we do have each other to prop one another up and point in the right direction.

Glad to hear that the goals are going well. Keeping focused on our own goals will keep us from focusing on the crazy train that is the WS.