Hi Feyth, I'm sorry you had a rough morning - but it is also good to let the grief out. What I would say is that I think everyone feels their sitch is beyond all hope at some point. Some prove not to be beyond hope in time (lots of time) and I do think ultimately the choice tends to lie with the LBS oftentimes.
Yes it sounds as though something is going on for your H. It may be that he has something to tell you or it may just be something else going on. Time will tell and in the meantime, do keep being awesome. Your happiness class sounds great and I feel happy just reading about it!!
Xx
T 13 M 7 Me 48 H 46 SS 15 BD 7.14 PA D final 5.16 (H filed)
We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus