Thanks, Corri, it's a good thought, and definitely in the right place, but no, I don't think that was in the air last night at all. As I posted in "Tim47's Lament", the only way I can initiate anything with her at all is to out-and-out ask. Verbally. She will NOT respond to anything more subtle than that. When we were dating, we used to sit in her parents' downstairs family room (finished basement) and watch TV. I'd sit at one end of the couch, and she would lie on the couch leaning against me, and we'd watch. Arranged that way, it was easy to arouse her... I would usually begin by brushing her earlobes lightly with my fingers and running my fingers through her hair, then progress to where I was lightly fondling her breasts, through her shirt at first and then underneath, than at some point (after a LONG, lovely time occupied as above) I would (or she would) open her jeans, and I'd have easy access to her love-place, and I would bring her to orgasm. That was a regular occurrance for us at that time. We were both virgins when we met, and remained "virgins" until the wedding night, although we eventually did pretty much everything BUT penetration.
Anyway, once we got married, the "rule" was that married couples don't do that kind of thing, they just go to bed and ML. Never mind that it was a VERY pleasant thing for both of us, it was "against the rules". So now, 25 years later, I have NO way to initiate anything at all other than by asking. And again, the only way SHE ever initiates is by announcing she's going to take a bath. Then, of course, it's "do or die" for me.
Besides, DD20 was watching TV with us last night right up till bedtime. CRAP!
That's what I mean... I can never get within a mile of W in any kind of loving way, and there are so many "rules", it's just friggin' impossible. So once again last night, I jerked off in bed right next to her after saying goodnight (she's asleep almost immediately).
