Phase 2 contd.

[Pax_luv]

Greetings!
Wow, this journey.... Eeeesh. I kind of wish I had a psych student following me around for a research study on emotions. I'd make a great case study!

So, I had a nice and very productive weekend, but found myself shedding a few tears over my sitch. To be completely honest, this morning, I woke up at 4 and sobbed until 7ish. Thank god I had my dog to snuggle with me. I think I'm grieving the fact that this really feels over. I guess everyone is right, it is up to the LBS to decide when its done and limbo is over (though I haven't felt in limbo for a while).

Today, when h and I swapped the dog... He seemed a little solemn. There was something so distinct about his demeanor, I think he wanted to tell me something and I watched him kind of twitch twice. You know when you go to say something and then catch yourself.

No mind reading of course, But if he did want to say something, I can only assume it was about the divorce papers as he was going to fill them out about 3 weeks ago. I've been waiting to hear the status of it, but refuse to ask.

So that's it. Definitely feeling the little cloud following me around today. I'm looking forward to going home, working out, and then starting my happiness class. Hopefully, I'll get some shut eye, too.


Best wishes for a great day ahead.