Cherry, I hope that was a typo and you didn't feel guilt from what I wrote!
I'm still in the middle of this, making lots of mistakes as well. And I don't know if I feel happier without WH (maybe I do, I know for sure I'm much more relaxed), but I feel that I am happier *than he is*, even though he is the one who wanted to separate and live with OW.
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17