Glad you are still alive TK - that's a start!! Sounds like you are doing pretty well my friend.....except for this dread of future events. Now then, I'm from the UK, so which are these holidays you are dreading and what can we help with there?

Pleased to hear your brother is with you and good to get things sorted with the house too.

Xx

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus