I"m not entirely sure what your question is. It seems like you know what you need to do. Get motivated and keep busy and physical to keep the ADD in check and you healthy. I know it sound simplistic, but that's what it is. If the threat of your wife leaving you isn"t enough to get you motivated, I don't know what will.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
