Why are you avoiding the benefit that a good IC can provide for you? Can we guide you in the manner for seeking one out that can help you take some action for yourself?
Ghost, you need to take an active role in progressing. We can support you and be here, but you will need to put one foot in front of the other.
I pray for you my friend. I know there is more to you that meets the eye here. What will you do next?
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
