Sorry you are here buddy. Clearly you know you have some issues. I have no doubt that your W has her own but we can't do anything about those. We can only work on yours. So what can you 180? For me, the advice in these situations is very clear if you buy into the DB process. You detach, 180 and GAL. So start there. If you are struggling with ADHD, you need to get on some meds. The meds don't have to be expensive. Tell your physician that you have financial issues and they can prescribe you something less expensive.
Me: 48 y/o W: 47 y/o Together: > 20 yrs BD: Dec '15, then S 2nd BD: Mar '16, then I filed for D April '16: started piecing
