Cherry. H is filing and leaving. Working on me

[Cherry]

So another day done. No bumping into ow, did bump into wh though, I was planning on ignoring, but he gave me his fake chipper voice, obviously to save face, asking if I was okay, I just smiled said "yeah, fine" and carried on walking. I've actually been kind of happy to be in work recently, for the distraction really, and the time away (sort of) from my situation (even though they are BOTH there). I have a lot of caring supporting people there looking out for me, so I know I will have some great support.

Got home and made dinner. Me, s & mil ate together and then I did the bedtime routine. Bit the bullet and sent a text to wh and said there was leftovers in the fridge. I didn't know wether to do this or not, I had no expectations of a message back (I didn't get one) but I thought I would try and get some peace with my thoughts and kind of lead by example. I got s ready for bed, and went to bed myself. The evenings are a tad lonely. But I get in my room, light some candles, and make it relaxing, watch some tv and have a pamper. I really need to try and improve my sleep so I can make it through the day a bit better. Me and coffee are not friends right now and I usually rely upon this!