Haven't been here in two weeks, work/family has been too hectic. Things are going a little better. My H is trying to make an effort. Asked me out to lunch the other day. Also, asked if I would come watch him in a tournament he is playing in. We ML last night. The earth certainly didn't shake but instead of jumping up afterward we held each other and just talked. I loved that. I told him how good it felt just to have his naked skin against mine and he said "yeah, it was really nice, I missed you!" Baby steps!!! Also, and to every overworked person out there this is even better... H took over some household tasks. He is on wash, dishes, weekend kid activites, and yardwork. In return, every Sun AM he plays golf with NO negative comments from me and we spend the afternoon together. I will be starting tennis in two weeks in the same time slot. We each get something for ourselves and then something for us then Sunday eve is family. We are only on week two but this AM H was so excited to go, and he looked at me at said I love this game and I don't have to leave here pretending I don't so you don't get mad. Like I said "baby steps!"
