JOB!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH! So great to hear from you!!

I'm proud of me, too. smile

It really did take me a while to find my footing. I didn't want to admit it, but I just couldn't completely let go for the longest time. Like many others here, I went kicking and screaming.

It wasn't about giving up, it was about moving forward and loving myself enough to live the life I deserved. Perhaps not the one I "thought" I would have, but in many ways, better than ever. I am in paradise with mountains and ocean.

Best part? I left without feeling I owed xh an explanation or a goodbye. (btw for anyone who may be confused, he was my second H and not the kids' dad, so I didn't have to.)


M44, H44, both M before
M4 yrs, T6
BD 7/13 ILYB something isn't right with me
H att suicide 2/14
S 4/14
OW disc 5/14
D final 4/15