Onward and Forward

[Lifes Twists]

Hi Everyone,

Hope all is well for all of you!

It has been a while since my last post. A lot has happened and a lot is needing to be digested.

We went on our trip to see colleges the last week of July. Everything went very well. I noticed a change in her behavior during the trip. I noticed many time she chose to position herself close to me. I did not make anything of it, but this is is a change from when she would push me away in the past. there is no physical contact between us, but I think that will come in time.

Since the trip I have seen communication improve more. in the past if I called her she would let it go to voice mail and then respond via text if she chose to respond. Now she actually picks up most calls.

After we got back from the trip she told me that she wished we were still on the trip. I am guessing that being here reminds her of everything and being away allowed a break from all of it.

This past weekend we went to the beach. It was a beautiful day and we had a great time. The next day she said that she wished we were back at the beach rather than at work.

Things seem to be gradually improving. I am struggling with do we have a talk about where she sees thing going or just continue to let things go for now. I find myself longing for the physical contact. Even just a hug would do for now. I think this longing is driving me to consider having a talk with her.