Hi job

You are so correct. I am at the point where I'm tired of telling her what she did to the girls and Why I don't want be her friend at this time.

I really feel free from that circus now. It's a good feeling.

Peace , I am one with energy. I felt this horror approaching before BD, I felt her hurt each time she sat in mediation. Dark eyes, soulless but clearly suffering inside.

I have recently disconnect from her energy and I feel nothing now. Such a weight off my shoulders.

Update
Well I am states side for the long weekend. Parasailing ( boot permitted ) , amusement park and boating. New York State has so much to offer. Love it here. I invited my brother, his kids and my parents. We are going to have an amazing time.

I got a text before I left Home. XW, wishing me a nice weekend out of the blue. Also said the girls are so beautiful.

I posted a pic of them together for the first day of school on FaceBook. I presume somone showed it to XW.

Her message felt more like a coworker writing me. Saying your girls look so pretty and have a nice weekend. Nothing more nothing less. I replied simply" Yes they are and thanks."

Think this will be my new approach in communication with her. I feel my anger slipping away. Forgiveness is still far away but I'm happy that anger is gone.

Have a great weekend
Hugssss

Irish


M51
XW43 (38 at bd)
BD1 MAY 30 2015
BD2 JUNE 25 2015 by text
moved out Aug 2 2015
left both Daughters 13 and 15 (now 18-20)
Her divorce Final July 26 2016
Last time she saw her kids Aug 2 2015