You sound really good. You've got a few things to look forward in the weeks ahead. Next week is going to be super busy and will require your focus to run that race.

I'm glad you are mulling things over and not doing something in a knee jerk fashion. Your feels are going to waffle back and forth for a while...but that's okay...you are human.

Take care, get some rest this weekend and relax a bit.

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.